Posted by Wirahadi Haryono on March 20, 1998 at 11:09:25:
First of all I'd apologyze if what I ask is weird and seems silly. But after reading some parts of this webpage, I was encouraged to state my problem. It's psicologically related though, but I jus wnt share this with other people. And this is what's all about : I am 18 now, a middle-height youth with a little overweight body. Over the past few months, I've been feeling nervous and tired even if I did nothing except sitting and studying, at class for example. Everytime I try to concentrate on what I do, I begin to feel dizzy, tired, sweating and I feel strange feelings inside my head, stone, blockings, burdens, etc to ease saying it.This situation really depressed me as I feel my brain stressed and my mind can't flow well. I feel like sleeping even if I'm awake, cannot think clearly, freely and creatively. As far as I know, the only think to kill this feeling is by doing exercises and body power consuming activity, I feel relieved during the sports, for some time before the sickness come to my head again. Few months ago, my mother had my brain examined with MRI, and the result was my head was just fine and not defective. I wonder if this is just my own crazy imagination or this is really a disease I can cure ( Migrain maybe, I don't really understand migrain, but it seems similar to what I feel). Please, if you can, reply my letter soon with or without precise solutions. I just want to know what you think about this so that if it is what I have to accept, being tensed and slow-mided, I shall accept it with open heart and I'll be thankful to god he is the savior, protector, and lover who has created myself the way I am. Thanks or your patience to read this, please reply soon, God bless you.
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