Posted by John on February 17, 1998 at 13:37:21:
Whats up im 18 years old, you couldnt tell by looking at me cause I do look built
but mentally and physically im exhausted. Every morning I wake up feeling like death
cause if it I get stressed out and get pimples (not to many though). The reason this exhaustion
is bugging me so much is that when im at school or out anywhere i am almost totally unsociable
because im SO tired out. I should tell you to that I did smoke marijuana alot for about a year and a half
when I was 15 & 16 but I have been of it for 2 years. I do drink beer though and thats about 2 to 3 days a week
I have smoked cigarettes for 5 years now (maybe 6-8 a day). I try to eat healthy and I drink alot of water. Could
these things that I have mentioned be the root of the problem. This problem is really effecting my behaviour at
school especially I almost feel like a zombie and on top of that girls really like the way I look physically but inside
I feel like a dead person and the girls expect to see me put on a show for them thinking that im full of confidence
because of my outward appearance. I hope you understand what im trying to say if you can please reply to my message
that would be really great. Thank you.
John